2021 January 25 I had a wonderful birthday yesterday and one person suggested my gift was no more Trump. It is a bright and beautiful winter day and I've been thinking of what to plant for sprong besides grass. Sunflowers -lots and lots of sunflowers. God bless us all through this pandemic.

It is the end of 2015 and I have had an unhappy year. 2015 is an od numbered year. I will have a better one next year --2016--even-numbered. The year 2015 started with my trip to Iowa to see my mother in her last days. It was not a pretty sight as she had had an accident which injured her head. She left this world on a Saturday afternoon.
At the time of her funeral,which she had made so easy for us,I developed extreme tooth pain.
That damned pain has dominated this year,including an AMy August episode which I feel closely ended my life.
My business has been stressed, as have I.
My last years objectives -new thought-science of mind-unity has been so challenged that Icannot look at last year's Burning Bowls objectives (things I wrote down "to happen".
I seem to be one of those beleivers who believes in La-La land that things will improve and be better.
I am sorry to be a downer as I have a strong urge in my life that "Things will get better."
Sorry.Things ..don't feel that way.
I suppose you could say I am on a downer. And that's the truth.

depo

I am being called for a depo --deposition--that is a testimony for a legal case.
I have a check in 2015 for 38.00 dollars US to depose myself in a PI (Personal
Injury case)

Urban Myths of my youth (1950's)

 Spanish fly when slipped into a female's food or drink would cause her to go crazy to take anything inside her. Hence the story of the girl who mounted the stick shift of her boyfriend's Chevy.
                                                     ___________________
  Saltpeter when slipped into institutional (school) food would render males impotent.
                                                    ___________________
  The boy and girl in the park making out when they hear noises outside the car, then see a dark figure approaching the car. The boy driving starts the car, puts it in gear and floors it. When they arrive at a safe place and get out they see a hook-hand hanging on the door handle.
                                                     _____________________
  The woman driving home from her night shift arrives at home, hears something in the back seat, looks to see a large black man crouching in the back.                                                     _____________________

  The teenage boy inserts a finger in the girl who is known as "loose" She invites him to put his whole hand in. He fumbles with his fingers. The girl holds up her hand to show him that his thumb needed to be tucked inside the fold of his  and then penetrate.

My 2 Deaths

In June of last year I left telling her "I will see you in heaven." I hugged her bloated body.
Her last words as I passed through the door were "Wear your jacket on the plane."
I sobbed that she was thinking of my comfort when she was so near to death.

In October she was still living which surprised us all. She was relocated at the care
center to acomfortable private room where she could be somewhat independent
 andthe still have the skilled care she required with the assistance of young aides.
She thought at least one young male aide had a crush on her. Her bloat was gone,
her mind was mostly back. We celebrated her birthday. She was distant from me
and my two sisters.
Was that the result of a TIA (small stroke)?
I think not.

ODE to O.E.D. for Krista

I would rather have the O.E.D. with me than the Bible.
I should like to be buried, although  I shall be burnt,
That is my body, not my soul, and not I present to
Supervise, my remains with said book at hand.

Clouds

Be it plants, flowers, frost or clouds I am reminded of Mom.
She loved them all. Thanks Mom.